A Simple Thing Called Love

i was looking for a reason to get close to her.
and khathija found one.
as in, i dun hafta c her larh.
but i acted like i was in german enrichment to see her.
and then she was telling us whr the humanities room was.
and i wanted her to continue talking.
so i asked her again n again.
acted like i din understand.
and then she was like, "shamita, u wanna kill me issit?"
hahha.
asked her why she didnt come to my class last fri.
she said she was absent.
so i asked her why.
the most interesting part of the convo.
HER: "i got things going on.. at night.."
ME: "whats going on at night?"
HER: "u noe.. things.. at night on the bed.."
ME [desperate now]: "what things? u mean sleeping?"
HER: "aiyo so innocent!"
ME: "no no, im not innocent. u hafta tell me wat things. see my hands are so cold aready."
HER: "nothing larh, nothing. u noe its nothing."
hahha.
i was so freaked mann.
and the whole time her hand was on my shoulder!
i was melting beneath her touch okayye.
and then i got closer to her bit by bit.
she said, "what? are u trying to kill me now?"
what i was actually doing is, i was abt to kiss her.
with so many pple arnd.
hahha.
smth abt her attracts me.
she said shes coming tmrw!
i think, i think i love her.
shes THE QUEEN OF MY HEART.

when i found you, i felt as if my heart found its destination.
you are my bride, and only mine. <33

14 February 2006

7:30 PM

cant u hear me screaming inside?
wat kinda life is this?
i cant even spend a whole day juz fer myself.
im so stressed up mann.
im making mistakes, again.
the mistakes make me feel better though.
haiz.
the pressure is juz too high.
i wont survive next year.
i know it.

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